Birth of Cailyn 11/23/08

[10:21] Nocra Neuman Gazes upwards to him, her body shifting in pain knowing right now she was not in the right frame of mind. Undulating waves of piercing pain rolled through her drawing out her primative wildness. She knew with him she would be able to control her urges to attack but should another tuusie approach she doubted she would be able to contain the fierce drive to attack. Beads of sweat formed upon her brow as she tilted back her head, teeth bared, jaw clenched until a stroke of pain faded away yet she knew it would come again as they had slowly been progressing for the past ahn.

[10:25] Crash Coage: drops to his knee`s behind her back ,, taking a little cloth from his pack ,, he reached around and started to pat her head ,, wiping away the buds of sweat ,,, his other hand slid down her spine ,, has his thumb began to press into her back making a circle motion ,, soothing her musles some ,, untill the pain had stopped ,, Then , he shuffled around to meet her face and placed his hand over her belly ,, giving her a smile at the very thing thing that had brought them together ....

[10:30] Nocra Neuman His sudden display of affection was the encouragement she needed to go on with the unbearable tides of pain cresting and burning through her like wildfire. His palm resting upon her stomach, fingertips fanning in a gentle caress as their child kicked suddenly making her wince once more. Swaying slightly she dropped into a crouch as heat flooded her cheeks feeling a gush of liquid rush to the ground. Tears clung to raven lashes as she looked towards him utterly embarrassed yet unable to control the actions of her body. "Please mate...help me..." she begged him in between choking sobs as she struggled with the straps of her garments knowing she would need to undress and find someplace safe, warm and protected from the elements.

[10:36] Crash Coage: Watching has her waters broke ,,, he instantly started to remove her rags ,, taking his time to remove each item ,, placing them aside ,, he took off his cloak and wrapped it around her shoulders ,, using her old rag like clothes to wipe dry between her thighs ,, gentle drying her off from her waters ,, reaching around her has he lifting her up ,, cradled his his arms ,, he heard her words ,, he stopped that very second and looked at her ,,, a single tear ran down his cheek ,,,"I am here for you ,, we shall do this together always ,, as long as i breath i shall be at your side ,,",, carefully he took her into there cave ,, placing her on the bed ,,, leaning in kissing her forhead ,,

[10:42] Nocra Neuman The trust she shared with him was irreplaceable. Sinking back against his arms thankful for the strength in which he was able to hold her withering form. The sensation of her garments being removed was a slight comfort to be free of the restricting garments. Watching the tear shimmer down his cheek she raised a single fingertips brushing it away and then clung to him as another contraction slammed through her body making her small features distort in immense pain. A few ehn later she relaxed inhaling deep choking breaths. ALmond ebony moons turned gazing towards him mustering a smile as she gazed to the man who had captured her heart and sole...their intimate bond uniting them upon a deeper level than any had probably ever shared.

[10:49] Crash Coage: making sure she was settled on the bed ,, he gatherd some more furs ,, placing them behind her back ,, walking over to there storage chest ,, he quickly took some cloth and the few med supplies they had come to gather , walking back over to the bed ,, placing the supplies upon the shelf ,,, he lit a few more candles to light up the darkness of there lair ,,, returning to her he lifted up gentle her thighs and spread them to each side ,, taking a close look to see any signs of the babys head ,,, knowing it was still early ,, he reached his hand out and intwined it with hers ,, offering her a warm smile of affection

[10:56] Nocra Neuman A cry of suffering captured within her throat erupted like the caterwaul of feral beasts. Tense limbs corded with energy as she hunched on their bad thankful that her mate was here with her. She doubted that alone she would have been able to endure this and knew she would not allow any others to aid her. Falling back against the furs, she was left breathless and panting as she watched him quickly beginning to prepare what would be needed to aid her and thier child enter this world. Despite the growing plague of torture she was thankful that he had given her what she had longed for for so long...the chance to be a mother. Intense nocturnal hues remained upon him absorbing strength simply from his presense and touch as he tended to her with such fondness and devotion it nearly made her weep. "i love...you..." she whispered welcoming his hand in hers. Relaxing a moment until she felt the next mountain of pain rushing towards her like a tidal wave that made her twist and grip his hand for support.

[11:08] Crash Coage: watching her in pain made him to suffer inside as he felt in a way all she did ,, he scurred over and grabbed a bowl ,, walking to the barrel where they had kept there water ,, he dipped the bowl and filled it with water ,, then stopping to realise she had kept a fish inside the barrel ,, he smiled to himself a little as he looked over to her ,, quickly he gatherd some more fire wood and set a roarinf fire going ,,, placing a pot over it ,, that he filled with water , ready to boil ,, knowing he would need the water he left it to boil ,,, returning to her ,, he wiped again around her face ,, then wiped over her chest ,, cleaning her of all the sweat once again ,, . Checking on the head again to see if it had shown ,, he looked up to her not seeing it ,,, thinking to himself the baby might have turned around inside her ,, from her loud cry`s ,,, his hands instantly started to feel over her bump to check where the legs were ,, feeling his thoughts was right ,, he went to his chest and took out the sharpist (A)

[11:11] Crash Coage: knife there was ,,, and walked over and placed it over the fire to heat up ,,, quickly returning to the med supplies ,, he looked through to find the healing salve ,, finding some he placed it out ready ,, he soon started to gather things around him ,, as he stripped off his hat and other clothes ,, and washed his hands and body with the hot water ,, using some cleansing fluids he has saw a healer use before ,, to make sure he was clean ,, returning to his mate ,, he whisperd the baby has turned inside you ,, we have only one choice left ,,

[11:16] Nocra Neuman She was nearly incoherent, unaware of the numerous cries shattering from her lips..echoing through the confines of the stone interior of the cave, their home, her source of security and seclusion. Tears peaked and crests over lids, falling over the dams they held them back until twin streams poured down the ivory moons of her cheeks falling against her breasts, uplifted between struggled breaths, splattering with the sound of a thousand splashes. The pain was worse than any torture she had ever felt before and she knew something was wrong...terribly wrong. An inner warning that alerted her senses. If he did not act soon, thier child would sufficate and die. Dread washed through her as pain was replaced by terror. Watching him prepare the knife and cleanse his hands she nodded weakly, her hand reaching upwards curling around his wrist as she cried out to him; "Don't let our child die...please..."

[11:18] Nocra Neuman: The energy spent was draining her quickly as she struggled into a more comfortable laying back upon the sweat damp furs wincing as she screamed once more. Her head thrashing from side to side as her fingertips curled into the furs, clenching, twisting as her mind drifted into madness. "Do whats needs bee done mate, i love yu..", she whispered in a distant voice, her mind felt detached from her body. <3

[11:26] Crash Coage: watching her in so much pain ,, knowing if he alone didnt act then she and his child would die ,, knowing he would have do do things right ,, he mind started to threat "I will ,,,,," ,,, his mind thinking desperatly back to birth`s he had witnessed ,, he walked out side the cave for a moment as a tear started to run down his face ,, he growled loudly trying to know what to do ,,, his arm tensed as he laid an uppercut on the rock ,, with enough power to have knocked a larl flat out ,, looking at his knuckles he saw blood seep from the middle 2 ,, knowing he had broken them on the solid rock ,,, hearinf his mate ,, his love ,, his life screaming in pain ,, he rushed back inside and cleaned up his hand as best he could , wrappign a little cloth around it ,, saving the healing salve for his mate ,,, he made once again his hands clean ,, then took the hilt of the knife and cleansed the sharpend blade ,,, rushing back he placed it with the rest ,, also gathering some thread and a needle ... he placed everything (A

[11:34] Crash Coage: to hand as he leaned into her one more time ,, "Know that i loved you from when i meet you ,,, whatever happens our fates will all be the same",, calming himself ready with the knife in his hand ,, he cleaned all over her stomach ,, and smeered some healing salve over ,, spreading it evenly ,, has he placed the knife to the skin over her whom ,,, her skin streatched thinly over her bump ,, he quickly pushed the knife down into her flesh and made a cut running down ,, having no equipment to use has a clamp ,, he unwouded hand quickly pushed through the slit and gripped around his daughter head ,, quickly pulling her out ,, to hear the 1st screams of his child ,, tears began to almost pour from his eyes ,, but knowing it wasnt over yet ,,, pulling out the after birth attached to the cord ,, he had to cut it ,, ,, holding the cord shut just above her belling ,, having to use his wounded hand ,, feeling his broken fingers crunch ,,, he quickly sliced through and sealed it with the hot blade ,, his daughter (B)

[11:40] Crash Coage: still tightly held against him in his arm ,,, he looked over her quickly making sure she had nothin broken ,, he held her close to his heart and made to himself a vow that he would protect her the same as he would his mate ,,, he softly kissed her head and looked to his love ,,, handed her ,, her new born daughter ,, tears falling from his face ,,, he quickly returned to her belly ,,using the clean cloth and water ,, he washed over her stomach and cleaned away the blood as best he could ,, using the boiled water ,,having let it cool a little ,, using all the healing salve there was he spread it along the slice he made ,, the cut looking a whole lot smaller now she was born ,,, he used the needle and thread to make stitch her up ,,, using all the cleansing supplies he knew of to make for sure there would be no infection ,, ,, taking some clean rep cloth ,, he wrapped it around her belly to cover the cut ,,,, placing the after birth and all the supplies he used to one side ,,, he looked over to his mate ,,,(C)

[11:43] Crash Coage: knowing she must be in alot of pain ,,, he made a quick prayer that he had down all correct ,,, washing away the blood off his hands ,, he returned to his mate`s side ,, and wiped her brow again ,, looking at her with complete love ,, then smiling as he looked down to his daughter ,, , "i love you mm his whisperd to his mate ,, then doing the same with his daughter ,,",, wrapping there daughter up in some clean furs ,,, he waited for a while for washing her ,,,

[11:48] Nocra Neuman Barely conscious, she watched him through heavy lids, raven lashes kissing her cheeks collecting beads of tears that blurred her vision. Her thoughts were hazy, drifting as she struggled to keep focus and panic at bay. The shadows cast by the ambient glow of candlelight washed over her softening her features as she lay limp, drained and dizzy...unable to move even through her body screamed for survival. Her gaze remained solely upon him, knowing how nervous and in pain he must be as well as he glanced towards her stomach, bowed against the weight of thier small child longing for life. As he pressed the edge of the blade against her flesh she cried out, screaming violenty with nothing to comfort or ease the pain that raged through her. Her spine arched as he slid his hand into her torn womb withdrawing thier child, and as she cried, the will to survive increased. It was the strongest drug that kept her alive...the vision of her mate holding thier daughter in his bloodstained arms.

[11:48] Nocra Neuman Her smile suddenly brightened the room as she stirred into a state of awareness, overpowered by the will and urge to hold the tiny squirming infant as he hugged and kissed his only child before gently laying her upon the soft cushion of her breasts as her arms lifted encircling the babe. Unable to contain the tears, rolling down her cheeks like glistening silvery steams. Her trembling fingertips swept over the babys soft cheek...the single action bonding them intantly. The tide of love so pure, unwaivering and unstoppable coursed through her as she craddled the wailing child, so beautiful there were no words to describe. She took no notice of the pain as he lover continued to tend to her own needs now by cleansing and stitching the gash along her torso...making certain she would remain with him and continue this path with him, a family. "I love you....so much.." she whispered clearly in her softly accented tones as she spoke to them both in a single breath. <3

[11:56] Crash Coage: watching his mate drained ,, he placed some kanda leaves into his mouth and began to chew on them ,,untill they become into a mush like state ,, he reached and took them out his mouth and placed them slowly into her mouth ,,, feeling there bond increase more and more ,, he slowly opend the furs around there child and started to wash the blood off her tiny body ,, "She is beautifull",,,

[12:00] Nocra Neuman Her lips wrapped around his fingertip as he inserted it into her mouth, accepting at last the gift of kanda that would dull and numb the last remains of pain. Her womb still contracting as if her body was unaware that the child had already been delievered. It was a small relief but enough to push her through. Watching him washing their child she watched her father with dark curious hues. "She does not cry..." she murmured in slight amusement as ther childs attention remained upon his fingertips lightly washing the remains of blood from her pink limbs like a beast born already as a hunter. "What du yu wans tu name her?" she asked propping herself up on a single elbow.

[12:05] Crash Coage: his hand playing softly in his mate`s hair ,,, his finger curled up aling her locks ,, his eyes focuss upon his child ,,, a smile creeping onto his face "She will be called Cai" ,,,

[12:08] Nocra Neuman "Cai...", she cooed softly nuzzling thier child as she craddled her gently brushing the coral bud of her breast against the babys lips knowing she would need nutrients and energy in these first few ahn. Laying back against the furs she turned her cheek to the side gazing over her shoulder to her mate as he lay beside her, curling against him relaxing at last.

[12:13] Crash Coage: jumping off the bed ,, he gatherd up the after birth ,, knowing it was full of nutrients ,,, he returned to his mate and offerd her to eat it ,,, smiling at her sooo very very proud

[12:18] Nocra Neuman In truth she was famished and it was only natural that she should eat what he offered her as done by most wild beasts. Parting her lips she sank her teeth down into the blood and swallowed, eatting slowly as Cai continued to drink taking from her own body the nutrients and stores of energy she had been saving for this moment. A trickle of blood trickled at the corner of her mouth as she finished and gazed upwards to him with shadowy gems casting him a loving smile feeling more bonded to him than ever before.

[12:21] Crash Coage: watching her she started to bite into the afterbirth ,, a droplet of blood feel from her lips ,, as Cai seemed to turn and so she would catch it in her mouth ,,, knowing she would be the most awsome hunter the world has seen ,,, all the tricks and charm of her Pirate father ,, combined with the beast instints of her mother ,, she was for sure the perfect Hunter

[12:26] Nocra Neuman "She will bees perfect huntress...smart and easy to blend in like her father buts will be savage and wild as her mother." she murmured watching Cai drink the last droplets of blood and milk knowing it would be the most unique diet of any child on gor. "Mate, will you hunt later fores us? Nocra does nots tink she will be strong enough tonight."